Life

I can't even begin to explain how happy my girls make me. They are just perfect, even though i'm biased. Gwyneth has this ablity to make my heart melt. She can saw the sweetest cutest things. She can also say the meanest things, haha. She just loves her mommy so much. I do love snuggling up with her and thats why it is so easy for her to persuade me to allow her to stay up late and watch TV with me or sleep with me in bed.

Grayce has always been litte Miss independent. She wants to eat, sleep, play, bath, everything by herself. It drives me CRAZY. She's also a HUGE daddy's girl. I will beg her for a kiss all day making the kissy noise and she says no and when i try to steal them she pushes my face away. However, as soon as DADA walks into the house she's laughing, smiling, running up to him and sure enough she initates a kiss with him by making the kissy sound and puckering up.

Matt, boy do we have are days but he is the love of my life. I couldn't have picked a better man to be a provider, father and lover. Kids add a whole new level of stress onto a marrige. Then add to that school, work, academy, bills...ect. It's tough but we are handling it and i'm proud of him in everything that he does. Expect his stupid jokes (haha) that still make me laugh. There is nothing greater than watching him play with Gwyneth and Grayce and the way they light up at him.

I love my Family and my Life and I thank the Lord everyday for the blessings he has given me and continues to put into my life. Whether i see them as a blessing at the time or not that's his way of proving me patients, understanding, loss of anger and jealousy the things I need to be closer to him.